26.11.10

eh..aku tunang org...lol

ahahahahaha..mcm klaka je nak sebut topik entri ni..tp sbnrnye ak cube utk mengingatkan diri aku yg aku ni tunang org..sebabnye..ak selalu terlupe yg ak ni tunang orang..haha~~~ *ok..kdg2..ak buat2 lupe.. :D

mmg kdg2 ak lupe ak ni tunang org..biasalah..da tue..haha..bile hangout ngan kwn2 (of coz without mr.fiancee beside me la kan) musti la jadi lupe diri jap..usha sane..usha sini..gediks2 sket..then..tetbe teringat.."eh..ak ni tunang org lar..istighfar..istighfar.."hahahhahaha..klakar..klakar.. lol

then..mase jadi volunteer karisma..i notice a guy..ade iras2 fahrin ahmad.. (cik miah..plz take note..haha..) siyes..terfalling sekejap kat dier..oh..en.no.12..haha..mmg semart abes lah..hihi..



then............tetbe..ak tersentak dari lamunan.."eh..ak ni tunang org la..istighfar..istighfar..ingat mr.boncit.."hahaha~~mmg ak ni noty sket..tp biasa lah tu..noty2 sendirik je pon..xd lah sampai ak nak g confess kat en.no.12 tu ak ske dier..glewwww keeee~~ak xdesperate ok~~! lol

last but not least..ak nak tulis note sket utk en.kesayangan-sampai-mati aku..hihi

note utk mr.boncit~~dear mr.fiancee..im sorry if sometimes i cross my limit..but i want u to noe dat i will alwiz remember dat u r d one dat i love with all myheart..promise~~love:ms.fiancee :)

him..someone from my past.. :)

past is past..

tp xsalah kan kalau kte ingat 'past' kte..cz sometimes,ble kte rs down,mungkin kte boleh ingat kenangan yg mungkin bley membawa senyuman.. *tp..tlg jgn senyum2 kambing di khalayak ramai ye..nnt org ingat kte glew..hehe.. :)

past..sometimes..i hope i can turn back time..but sometimes..i hope it were never happened coz im hoping to see my 'present' before my 'past'.. :)

sekarang..ak dan dia mengambil haluan masing2..and guess what..kami..masing2..da bertunang..but yet..still..kami masih berhubung..and we are good friends..

it jz..kdg2..kenangan lama buat aku teringat dier..d way he approach me and we become lovers..d way he treat me..d way he broke my heart and most important part,d way we end..it remains even we are now live across borders and having good times with our own life..thus enjoying each heartbeat with d person we love.. :)

and for him..i will pray for your happiness..always..and dont hesitate to let me noe,if u need my advise..we are good friends and let that relation remains..shower her with your love..be good dear friend.. :)

~let bygone be bygone~


xoxo

25.11.10

am i or am i not..

am i important or am not important at all?

am i only interrupting..kalau org melayu ckp..kaco daun..or am i only useful when i useful..haha..ape punye ayat lah.. :)

ak pon tatau..kdg2..ak rase..ak ni xberguna mane pon..tp ak asyek rs ak berguna pada org..padahal org laen xkesah pon kewujudan aku..maybe..

"miss.crying"..penah dgr name tu?tu bestfren ak..ble ak rs mcm dah xberguna langsung and touched,dier selalu ade..nape ak kate dier kwn baek?sbb dier ad ms ak ssh and senang sedangkan kwn biasa,ad ms kte senang je.. :)

lastly..ak nak tny..am i or am i not? :)